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All 99 sapphic books I read in 2025 with a yes, no, maybe.


Jan 15

I started the year one way and somehow ended up somewhere else. This stack tells a story. A strange one. A good one.

Bitterthorn by Kat Dunn
This started my year. A gothic YA, Mina offers herself up as the Witch's latest companion. The town is under an ancient curse and a far up in the forest lives a witch who comes to town once a generation to take a companion who is never seen again. Mina, the daughter of the duke offers herself as a sacrifice. While in the castle she attempts to solve the mystery of what happened to the previous companions. This one has longing in the hallways and emotional tension pressed into every page. You got yearning and slow burn and mood. This is actually my least favorite of all her books because there is so much of the book that drags - No.

To the Bone by Kylie Cross
Book one of a why choose (f/f/f/x) killer sorority sisters trilogy. I enjoyed it, it could have been shorter. Our main MC, whose name alludes me, gets invited to a sorority of women who kill the men on campus who are violent and rapists. The concept works for me but the commitment feels a bit to large right now because all three books are chonky - Yes to the concept, maybe to the series.

Parrhesia by Ren Rousseau
Portal fantasy meets court politics. The heir to the Unseelie Court quits her throne and builds a utopian society in St. Louis called The Pax. A cursed succubus enters the story. Someone wants to destroy the peace. I read this as a sensitivity reader and still got pulled into the world and the stakes - Yes

A Hunger Soft and Wild by Moira Darling
An escaped vampire. A mercenary in the woods. A court hunting her. You get danger and closeness and tension. The book moved fast and hit hard. I have been told the editing sucks but I listened to it - Maybe to yes

Architecti by Ruby Roe
A demon cursed to serve her father. A reaper whose life belongs to the same man. One year left to live. A magic academy with secrets. I signed up for high stakes and the hot lesbian sex and got them - Yes

Spellfire by Agatha Willow
This one slowed everything down. Cozy. Soft. Second chance romance in an arcane academic setting. It felt gentle and safe while still being sapphic and romantic. Also the cover is deliciously adorable. - Maybe

Need by Lily Hardt
Set in a sex club and full of potential. I saw the spark. YoIu also noticed internalized transphobia in one of the main characters and that broke the flow. A mixed experience. - No

In the Roses of Pieria by Anna Burke
If An Education in Malice worked for you, this one hit in a similar way. An adjunct professor whose are of expertise is ancient poetry. A dream archival job. A mysterious collection of ancient sapphic poems and stodgy assistant. Sparks fly but the assistant and the collection owner are keeping secrets. Something is off under the surface. I stayed hooked. - Yes

Party Favors by Erin McLellan
Online best friends take a girls trip and the chat goes offline. The book leaned hard into heat and chemistry. I knew the tone going in and I got exactly what I wanted. Fisting, toys, clamps galore. - Yes

The Witches Grave by E.L. Eldridge
This one I finished last night. A buttoned up college student takes trip to a witch’s grave with her roommate, her roommates boyfriend and a third. The third attempts to assault her. Enter the real witch who intervenes. Revenge. Desire. Justice. All in forty four pages.

My 2026 sapphic reading list already includes witches, vampires, demons, reapers, cursed courts, haunted academics, killer sororities, cozy magic, sex clubs, and messy love. My shelf looks unhinged in the best way.

I tried to start a sapphic contemporary tonight and I think my brain still needs like dark academia or romantasy. Any suggestions?

Sapphic Books I Read in 2026 So Far. A Report From the Chaos Desk


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Welcome to 2026.

You are most likely here because you care about books, community, and reading with intention. You are also here because sapphic stories deserve space, time, and serious attention. This year focuses on building that space together.

Here is what you can expect on my bindery this year (when the depress and the overwhelm of full caretaking for my dad with dementia and being a FT trauma therapist don't burn me out) - we have to have realistic expectations lol.

I'm going to attempt regular posts about the sapphic books on my reading list, the sapphic reading challenge and "if you liked this, read that" posts. Reviews will center craft, themes, and emotional impact. You will also see a stronger focus on queer speculative fiction (thank you E.A. Noble - if you're here for the reminder that my voice matters), heavy emphasis on sapphic speculative fiction. Last year brought several books that challenged my thinking in lasting ways. This year aims for more stories that stretch perspective, question norms, and ask readers to sit with discomfort and curiosity.

The paid tier will offer deeper access. You will get sneak peeks into The Tenth Muse anthology, including author spotlights, excerpts, and behind the scenes notes. You will also see posts tied to therapy work, including reflections, frameworks, and reading through a trauma informed lens. Paid content stays intentional and grounded.

This bindery exists to grow community. My goal stays simple, read diversely, read inclusively, and talk about books with care. I really want the Discord space to exist for discussion, shared excitement, and thoughtful conversation, I'm sooooo thirsty borderline desperate for community, tbh I'm really lonely and this online space provides for 90% of my non-work based human interaction and connection. You belong here if you want to read widely and listen closely.

The sapphic reading challenge and The Tenth Muse started last year out of frustration. Sapphic stories remain pushed aside while MM or Achillean books dominate conversation and visibility. Nothing is wrong with those stories, I mean look at what Heated Rivalry did for our community. The problem lives in a culture that treats sapphic books as scarce, niche, or hard to find. Requests for sapphic recommendations continue to frame quality through heteronormative sex scripts and racial hierarchy. Those patterns deserve naming. I want this space to push back through action and consistency.

This year I really want to get a sapphic book club. At the beginning of each quarter I'm going to post a poll here and in discord with 6-7 sapphic books as options for the book clubs and the books with the highest amount of votes will be our choice each month. This will give you all an opportunity to get the books ahead of time. Each month will include a Sapphic Sunday book club discussion. Readers choose the books. Readers shape the conversation. We'll do a live in the discord, or possibly zoom if I can get my life together.

If you want thoughtful reviews, intentional community, and stories that expand how you think about love, power, bodies, and futures, hi, that's what I intend to do in this space. Join the Discord. Vote in the polls. Read alongside others who care.

Thank you for being part of this space. I'm soooooo glad you're here and I can't wait to get to know you!

Also tell a friend, and tell a friend to tell a friend because this year I REALLY want to grow this community with the intention of working toward an imprint with Bindery. I want to get intersectional sapphic and speculative sapphic books into the hands of readers! We deserve to be seen and celebrated!

What to expect (I hope) in 2026


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Isle in the Silver Sea reads as both a love letter to storytelling and a clear warning about its dangers. The tension between those two truths gives the novel its emotional depth and its political urgency, especially within a sociopolitical moment shaped by propaganda and misinformation, where stories flatten people into symbols and demand obedience rather than truth.

Through a folkloric structure built on stories within stories, Tasha Suri examines how narratives preserve worlds while also trapping those forced to live inside them, revealing how easily repetition hardens into destiny and how often survival requires questioning the version of the story everyone else insists on telling.

The novel follows Simran, the Witch, and Vina, the Knight, the latest reincarnations of an ancient tale known as The Knight and the Witch, a story the Isle depends on for survival, a story meant to be reenacted across lifetimes, a story whose ending demands love followed by mutual death for the supposed good of the land. Both women understand their roles with painful clarity. They know the shape of their future before their story even begins. They know devotion leads to destruction. They know resistance has never worked before.

Yet this time, something fractures. Other incarnates begin dying early, something once thought impossible, and the rules that once felt immutable begin to show seams. As Simran and Vina work together to unravel what has been woven into the Isle itself, the book transforms from mythic tragedy into a meditation on agency, inheritance, and refusal, asking whether preservation without consent deserves to survive at all.

One of the novel’s greatest strengths lies in its worldbuilding, which resists excess while achieving depth. The Isle, a magical and unsettling reimagining of an Arthurian England, feels alive rather than decorative. Magic, witches, fae, monarchs, and knights exist not as spectacle but as consequences of a system sustained through repetition and belief. The land breathes. The land remembers. The land demands performance. Colonialism and racism exist beneath the Isle’s polished myths, acknowledged not as background detail but as structural forces shaping who belongs and who remains “other,” even across lifetimes. The Isle does not feel neutral. It feels invested. It feels hungry.

The characters move through this world with a reverence that feels intentional. No one exists for convenience. No one feels disposable. Every choice carries weight, and when characters leave the narrative or change shape within it, the outcome feels earned rather than imposed. Vina, disciplined and bone deep in her sense of duty, begins as distant and fatalistic. Yet, her vulnerability emerges through family wounds, emotional disconnection, and an almost resigned acceptance of annihilation as purpose. Simran, sharp, protective, and shaped by unkindness, burns with defiance and love in equal measure, carrying both fury and care in every decision she makes. Their dynamic balances yearning with grief, attraction with dread, desire with the knowledge of what desire costs.

The romance refuses cynicism. Love in this book is treated as sacred, whether romantic, platonic, familial, or found, and every expression of it carries tenderness and risk. The yearning between Simran and Vina feels vast and consuming, shaped as much by fate as by longing, and their connection highlights how love becomes both refuge and rebellion within systems built to control. Found family, cultural memory, and reconnection to place weave through the narrative, offering grounding even when biological or historical ties remain complicated or painful. Within a genre where sapphic relationships often absorb harm for narrative effect, this book insists on devotion, care, and mutual recognition as worthy and necessary.

At its core, the novel interrogates narrative authority. The Isle survives by enforcing stories. People survive by obeying them. Identity becomes performance. History becomes script. Those born into incarnations inherit meaning before choice. This framework mirrors lived trauma, where stories assigned by family systems, institutions, and culture shape identity long before consent enters the room. The book understands how repetition trains belief, how silence reinforces harm, and how questioning the story threatens collapse.

This theme resonates deeply with therapeutic work. Clients often arrive carrying stories forged under fear, shame, survival, or control. Those stories feel immovable because they were learned when safety depended on belief—therapy challenges narrative ownership. Therapy asks who wrote the first version. Therapy slows the pace enough for revision. In that space, people rewrite. They rebuild. They reclaim. They move from symbol back into personhood.

Isle in the Silver Sea embodies this process through its structure. It refuses a single authoritative version of events. It honours multiplicity. It treats context as essential rather than optional. It shows how healing restores complexity rather than simplicity, how truth expands once silence loosens its grip.

The novel also interrogates assimilation and preservation, revealing how desperate adherence to tradition risks stagnation and collapse. By reworking foundational British myths, the story exposes the fragile line between honouring history and suffocating beneath it, mainly when survival depends on perfect reenactment rather than growth.

Beautiful and sharp, inevitable yet surprising, this book lingers because it understands something essential. Stories shape worlds. Stories shape people. Stories preserve and destroy. The power lies not in abandoning narrative, but in reclaiming authorship, and in choosing who gets to speak, who gets to live, and who finally gets to decide how the story ends.

Isle in the Silver Sea


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Identity exploration and normal variability deserve better marketing. Why do so many people expect identity to arrive fully formed, laminated, and unchanged or like with a flashing neon sign that gives you the answer. If only it was that easy, I'd be out of a job.

Identity, for many people can often be fluid across years because development responds to context. Research in developmental psychology shows identity formation continues across adulthood, not only during adolescence. Stay with my because I'm about to nerd out for a second, Erikson described identity as an ongoing task across the lifespan. Later researchers expanded this view. Kroger and Marcia (more dead psychology researchers) tracked identity statuses across decades and found shifts tied to relationships, work roles, parenting, loss, and social pressure. Longitudinal studies show stability in core values alongside movement in expression, labels, and priorities.

Society sells a story promising "one big self discovery" moment. Cue montage music and some 90s mega movie stars in dressing rooms. Real life looks closer to repeated software updates. Some updates fix bugs. Others introduce new ones. No release notes included.

Think about it like the kids you went to high school with who knew what they wanted to do with their life, went to college for exactly that, and now 25 years later are doing the same (my brother and sister actually...for sure not me) And there are people like me who tried on about 35 different identities and personalities until the perfect shape fit into the whole (wait this analogy is getting too sexual ... you get it) My identity did not break, it adapted, it evolved.

So just like figuring out who we want to be when we grow up, attraction patterns shift. Gender expression shifts. Political views shift. Faith shifts. Nervous systems mature. Trauma responses soften or flare. Social roles change. Identity tracks survival, safety, meaning, and belonging. Consistency across all contexts would signal rigidity, not health. I was "straight" for like 20+ years, then I was bisexual, then I was non-binary, then I was trans-masc, now I'm feeling gender fluid, maybe lesbian? Maybe pansexual, who the fuck knows and honestly labels aren't as important to me as knowing what's true for me.

Neuroscience supports this view, not of me being pansexual, but like the science of change. Brain development related to self concept, emotional regulation, and perspective taking continues well into adulthood. Research on narrative identity by Dan McAdams shows people revise personal stories across life stages to integrate new experiences. Each revision keeps coherence while updating meaning. Identity behaves less like a statue and more like an ongoing draft.

Relationship research adds another layer. Studies on attachment and intimacy show people shape identity in response to connection and rupture. Falling in love reorganizes priorities. Ending a relationship does the same. Chronic stress reshapes self perception. Identity responds because survival demands responsiveness.

For queer and trans people, fluidity often reflects honesty rather than confusion. Research on sexual orientation and gender development shows variation across time, especially when safety increases. As environments grow safer, our exploration expands. Suppression decreases. Labels change to match lived experience rather than external demand.

Here comes the practical takeaway. If your identity feels different from five years ago, nothing went wrong. Development simply continued. Here's a ti: curiosity helps more than panic, reflection works better than force. Asking what fits now supports mental health more than clinging to outdated roles.

Questions worth asking:
What feels true in daily behavior rather than fantasy?
What drains energy versus restores energy?
Which identities emerged during safety versus during threat?
Which parts feel chosen versus inherited?

Now the book recommendations because like, that's why we are all here. Each title supports identity exploration without promising fixed answers. Most are non-fiction but I've thrown some fiction into the mix too.

Queer.
Queer: A Graphic History by Meg-John Barker.
Gender Trouble by Judith Butler
Stone Butch Blues by Leslie Feinberg
Delilah Green Doesn't Care by Ashely Herring Blake
Tipping the Velvet by Sarah Waters a piece of classic lesbian literature
On the Same Page by Haley Cass
Late Bloomer by Mazzy Eddings
The Color Purple by Alice Walker
The Romance Recipe by Ruby Barrett
The Pairing by Casey McQuiston
The Stories We Live By by Dan McAdams

What My Bones Know by Stephanie Foo

Identity changes because life changes. Stability comes from values and self awareness, not from freezing identity in time. Growth looks messy. Growth looks human.

Why does identity feel fluid across years?


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